19 - Friday

Friday night suuuuucked. I don't know what I did. it sucks that almost every friday night, when i finally get a chance to relax, i spend it trapped in the bathroom. maybe it takes time for scd to work, maybe it's just hopeless at this point. maybe i need to use steriods now and use the dietary changes to maintain remission. i just want a normal life. meh, not even a normal life, just a chance to play video games and not have to keep getting interrupted by my body. i have enough interruptions from everyone else!