sick puppy

yesterday was 22 hrs of suck. i had a miraculous 2 hr break during the day -- wish i could figure out what i took/did to deserve that. i was this close to going to the er, but realized that they know trauma, and couldn't instantly fix something chronic. i know an instant fix, but it's a bit permanent and has quite undesirable side effects... so patience it is.

i have more annoying tests tomorrow and an appt on thursday. i always wonder how it could be possible for someone to be sick as much as i am, and still have trouble losing weight. i mean, if i'm gonna go through all this agony, can't i least drop a dozen or so pounds while we're at it?

our new fun symptom is pain in my left hip. it hurts to move in any direction. forget bending over. i can walk on it, but it hurts to sit. gonna be fun at work tomorrow. started up late last week and just getting increasingly bad. of course, can't take anything for it. and google is not helping, it just gave me scary new diseases to think about. i'm trying to remember when i did something stupid to hurt myself, but i'm drawing a blank. i did go dancing on it anyway on friday night, so that probably didn't help, but i can't spend my whole life in a bubble wondering when i'll feel better. sometimes, i just have to go out anyway and do something fun, to make up for all the not fun i have to do.