salmon day

i'm finally not depressed, but now everyone else is being mean to me! shit's just broken all over and i keep getting blamed for things that are not my fault. i'm nice and go the extra mile for people, but everyone is just being an ass to me. what the hell did i do to anybody??

then i went to the ladies room to take a cry break (which I haven't done since last september) and it was full of loud idiots from the gym. sigh. i can't even look forward to having a nice cold beer or margarita when i get home, because any booze makes me instantly sick. i need to be in good shape for this weekend. i need to not drink myself into the hospital. but i kinda want to. i need the ultimate vacation... but i just need to hang on a few more weeks.